I’m sitting here listening to a little bit of Nikka Costa. For those of you unfamiliar with her, she's simply brilliant. Right now it's "Push and Pull".Mr. Nothing's got alotHe's got a lot to sayHe's good at being what he's notHe gives nothing awayAnother day goes on byand he never speaks his hearHe takes his … Continue reading First and Last?
A few days ago I posted a long whiny diatribe about all the things going wrong in my life. In an effort speak some positive things to life and out of complete disgust with my pitiful bitching, I've decide to compile a list of all the things I'm thankful for. So here we go...comfy?1. I'm … Continue reading a Little Bit of Balance
It all happened. All of it. EXACTLY the way I said it would. Every single piece of it, to the letter, to the T, down to the very smallest, tiniest detail. I was right. Karma prevailed. Everything I said would happen has happened. Somehow I thought I'd be happier about it. Somehow I thought it … Continue reading As the Chips Fall Where they May…
I've been doing quite a lot of reflecting and writing, and the such lately and I have come to one very important conclusion: I don't know how you people deal with me. You know nothing about me hardly, I screen my calls, I am quite emotionally intense, plus the million other things that would make … Continue reading Restricted Access
So anyone who knows me even remotely well knows I have little to no respect for the institution of marriage. Not in a home wrecker "I'll-break-up-your-marriage-and-not-care" sort of way but more so in a "I've-never-seen-it-work-out-so-I'm-very-skeptical-and-don't-think-its-necessary" kinda way. (That took a hella lotta fucking concentration to type.) I have never really seen anyone get married and … Continue reading Entering into an Institution
OHMIGOD!!!! Why is life so fucking difficult?Why am I not already making movies and such?Why is everything such a struggle for me? I see those people who have had such an easy life, where things have always fallen right into place for them, who have never really had to FIGHT for anything.... and I HATE … Continue reading OHMIGOD!!!!