OHMIGOD!!!! Why is life so fucking difficult?

Why am I not already making movies and such?

Why is everything such a struggle for me? I see those people who have had such an easy life, where things have always fallen right into place for them, who have never really had to FIGHT for anything…. and I HATE them.

If there way some kinda way that maybe, one day, life could just turn out the way it was supposed to, the way I wanted it to, really I’d be like the happiest little girl in the world. But alas, I’m an angry woman and the longer I continue to have to depend on other people for things, the more I realize I don’t really have anyone in my life to depend on.