Losing my Head

I love Peter Parker's place because it is immaculate. And I don't mean that kinda immaculate that denotes him having something to hide. I mean that kinda clean that is lived and comfortable with just a slight bit of anal.You know, like mine.And it always smells good. Like the cologne he wears and the soap … Continue reading Losing my Head


I used to wear a cross around my neck.Nothing fancy. Just a simple, silver creation that I really liked. To my recollection, I wore it everyday. Actually, if I am being truthful, I don't remember ever taking it off.Until of course I took it off.The cross went the way of my faith; I don't remember … Continue reading Introspection


For as long as I can remember I have had a thing for buildings. Not necessarily the architecture, but more so for the lives, the stories contained inside the construction. In my mind, each house is a curtain to be lifted, revealing the show inside. Each home its own stage, replete with all the trappings, … Continue reading Address


I am a girl who loses.So by definition I am a loser. But not the kind that doesn't win things. More so the type that just loses things.People.Faith.And sometimes I am still reeling from the loss of one thing when another fatality happens suddenly, so fast in fact that I am still stumbling from the previous … Continue reading Lose.

Being a Big Girl

...Apartment 204.That's how Peter Parker's text ends. Before it is a long string of directions that, despite having lived here for 3 years now, I have to admit I am woefully unfamiliar with.What is this directions to?My place.Back story...Even though I am enjoying single life and all it has to offer, not all of my friends … Continue reading Being a Big Girl

Innocent Enough

January 2007-----Original Message-----From: LaTo: BobSent: Sat, 13 Jan 2007 2:27 AM…Goddammit, why can't you be goin to sin city the weekend of April 5th, on MY b-day weekend like the rest of us? Geesh. Change your plans! From BobTo: LaHey girlie...long time.:) You going to Vegas for real? Last year we changed dates like 3 … Continue reading Innocent Enough


North Avenue Beach- Chicago, September 2009My skin feels damp. For a moment, despite the fact that I know better, I think that I might be crying despite the fact that I have yet to cry. I realize with relief, and maybe a little frustration, that it is merely the dampness hanging in the air that … Continue reading Rockferry