If the legends are true, I have a bit of fear of commitment. Or, at least I do if you ask any of the people I HAVEN’T dated. *side eye* I could offer up the contents of this blog, the last five chronicled years of loving and losing and lusting, as evidence that this isn’t exactly the case, … Continue reading Meh.
Category: Almost Fiance
We thought we’d get married. Except we didn’t.
Today I had a Thought…
I remember pretty vividly my time with Almost Fiancé. Mostly because it was pretty intense (in a good, healthy way). But also because I did a significant amount of growing up during that time and during our relationship. I remember quite clearly one of the worst conversations we ever had. I believe it was during his first … Continue reading Today I had a Thought…
Almost Always Counts
Sometimes the internet is the devil. Because of it, have I...a. bought $50 worth of hair productsb. entertained the comedic timing of porn starring Asian girlsc. given I.tunes half my paycheckd. plotted spending the next paycheck at I.keae. been found via face.book by that Harlem cutie who couldn't hold a convo worth a damn but … Continue reading Almost Always Counts
Take the Love
Almost Fiance was in town for a couple hours yesterday. He had a layover here on his way to DC for his lil sister's graduation. Side note: doesn't it suck when you fall crazy in love with his family like you do him? Like I SERIOUSLY MISS his mama and his sister. Had I not … Continue reading Take the Love
The Guy not Chosen
I often ponder the big decisions I've made and wonder how my life would be different. What if I'd never gone to Howard? Who would I be? Who would I know? How would my life be different? What if I didn't grow up in Atlanta? What if I grew up in, say, Cali? Would the … Continue reading The Guy not Chosen
You ever physically felt your feelings for someone change? I don't mean that in a proverbial way in the least... I mean have you ever been able to pinpoint a moment when you felt your feelings for some start to change? This happened to me a few months ago. I fought it because it made … Continue reading The Change
I Promise I am not Covering my Ears and Screaming "la la la!!" at the Top of my Lungs…
A few things that you all should be proud of... I got my hair re-colored. No more dark roots!! I re-love being a blond (at a slightly darker, black girl friendly hue.) THERE IS FOOD IN MY FRIDGE. And LOTS of it. And healthy shit too... you know, all those fruits and vegetables and shit. … Continue reading I Promise I am not Covering my Ears and Screaming "la la la!!" at the Top of my Lungs…
The Rebirth of Butterflies
(Subtitle: And Then the Sky Opened up... or Something Else that Means I Finally got It!) My sister left to go back to Seattle for a year today because she graduates a semester before me. I being the (non)genius I am with goodbyes... well, I'm not the greatest. Not in a depressed-I'm-gonna-die sort of way … Continue reading The Rebirth of Butterflies
Is There a Newsletter or Something?
*Please enjoy reading the following post which comes to you in high definition delirium as I've not been to sleep in 37 hours and counting...* I have been single now for, oh lets say a month-ish (or maybe it has actually been the EIGHT YEARS it feels like-who knows?) And somewhere along that month-ish, there … Continue reading Is There a Newsletter or Something?
a PSA for EGASDDE: Ex-Girlfriends Against Stupidly Drunk Dialing an Ex
Friday night. Bobby Brown at Love. Me and the girls go, looking cute. I'm in a pretty good mood. Well, trying to be anyway. And I'm determined to not let the events of the past few weeks kill my night. Then the phone rings. It's "Cater to You". Why I've not changed that yet, I … Continue reading a PSA for EGASDDE: Ex-Girlfriends Against Stupidly Drunk Dialing an Ex