Meh.

If the legends are true, I have a bit of fear of commitment. Or, at least I do if you ask any of the people I HAVEN’T dated. *side eye* I could offer up the contents of this blog, the last five chronicled years of loving and losing and lusting, as evidence that this isn’t exactly the case, … Continue reading Meh.

Almost Always Counts

Sometimes the internet is the devil. Because of it, have I...a. bought $50 worth of hair productsb. entertained the comedic timing of porn starring Asian girlsc. given I.tunes half my paycheckd. plotted spending the next paycheck at I.keae. been found via face.book by that Harlem cutie who couldn't hold a convo worth a damn but … Continue reading Almost Always Counts

Take the Love

Almost Fiance was in town for a couple hours yesterday. He had a layover here on his way to DC for his lil sister's graduation.Sidenote: doesn't it suck when you fall crazy in love with his family like you do him? Like I SERIOUSLY MISS his mama and his sister. Had I not been worried … Continue reading Take the Love

The Change

You ever phsyically felt your feelings for someone change? I don't mean that in a proverbial way in the least... I mean have you ever been able to pinpoint a moment when you felt your feelings for some start to change?This happened to me a few months ago. I fought it because it made me … Continue reading The Change

I Promise I am not Covering my Ears and Screaming "la la la!!" at the Top of my Lungs…Wait-What Did you Say? I Had to take my Hands from my Ears

A few things that you all should be proud of...I got my hair re-colored. No more dark, hood rat roots!! I re-love being a blond (at a slightly darker, semi-black girl friendly hue hue.)THERE IS FOOD IN MY FRIDGE. And LOTS of it. And healthy shit too...you know, all those fruits and vegetables and shit.My … Continue reading I Promise I am not Covering my Ears and Screaming "la la la!!" at the Top of my Lungs…Wait-What Did you Say? I Had to take my Hands from my Ears

The Rebirth of Butterflies (Subtitle: And Then the Sky Opened up… or Something Else that Means "I Finally got It" because I Couldn’t Decide)

My sister left to go back to Seattle for a year today because she graduates a semester before me. I being the (non)genius I am with goodbyes... well I'm not the greatest. Not in a depressed-I'm-gonna-die sort of way but more so in a reflective, remembering-the-memories kinda way. We have hardly been separated for the … Continue reading The Rebirth of Butterflies (Subtitle: And Then the Sky Opened up… or Something Else that Means "I Finally got It" because I Couldn’t Decide)