*Please enjoy reading the following post which comes to you in high definition delirium as I've not been to sleep in 37 hours and counting...*I have been single now for, oh lets say a month-ish (or maybe it has actually been the EIGHT YEARS it feels like-who knows?) And somewhere along that month-ish, there has … Continue reading Is There a Newsletter or Something?
Category: Almost Fiance
We thought we’d get married. Except we didn’t.
a PSA for EGASDDE: Ex-Girlfriends Against Stupidly Drunk Dialing an Ex
Friday night. Bobby Brown at Love. Me and the girls go, looking cute with just a little slutty twist. It works for us. I'm in a pretty good mood, well trying to be anyway. And I'm determined to not let the events of the past few weeks kill my night.Then the phone rings.Its "Cater to … Continue reading a PSA for EGASDDE: Ex-Girlfriends Against Stupidly Drunk Dialing an Ex
12:32
I'm sitting here listening to a little Nikka Costa and thinking. Which is never, EVER good. Homecoming is officially over and it was ok but with the end of homecoming comes something more significant... the end of distraction as I know it. I don't have any more events, no more nights of hanging at the … Continue reading 12:32
All That Remains
Cleaning up the house todayI found our pictureAnd it made me cryBecause I remember what it was likeTo hold you to my sideBut this is picture is all that's leftYes,it's all that's leftAll I've got is remnants of times that changeHow good it soundedto call your nameAll I've got is faded scars from past painAnd … Continue reading All That Remains
Oh No…Please, by all Means, do Kick Me When I’m Down
I am quite possibly the biggest fuck up in the world right now. I'm fucking up in school, I'm fucking up with friends, I'm fucking up at my job, in my relationship, in my mind. I'm not doing so great to tell you the truth. Take today for instance... After spending the majority of the … Continue reading Oh No…Please, by all Means, do Kick Me When I’m Down
…of Things that End
I'm not a smart girl. Not at all. I'm quite stupid actually. I know, I know, this is where you all go, "No La you're quite smart and talented and..." somewhere after that I start to tune you out. But let me make it simple for you.I'm dumb.Got it?No no no no no. Stop talking … Continue reading …of Things that End
Entering into an Institution
So anyone who knows me even remotely well knows I have little to no respect for the institution of marriage. Not in a home wrecker "I'll-break-up-your-marriage-and-not-care" sort of way but more so in a "I've-never-seen-it-work-out-so-I'm-very-skeptical-and-don't-think-its-necessary" kinda way. (That took a hella lotta fucking concentration to type.) I have never really seen anyone get married and … Continue reading Entering into an Institution
Waiting
*I have been trying to publish this blog for weeks... I'm a nutcase right now.*I hate waiting. I would rather go to the gynecologist and get the most intrusive personal examination ever than to wait on anything. I HATE to wait. I hate depending on other people to give me information or decide when they … Continue reading Waiting
Ready
There comes a time in every one's life when they must reevaluate. When they must change, rearrange and repair all the broken things in their life. I am at that point. It is not the change that is painful but rather the transition.There was a time when I was a different person. A kinder person, a … Continue reading Ready
