I'm sitting here listening to a little Nikka Costa and thinking. Which is never, EVER good. Homecoming is officially over and it was okay but with the end of homecoming comes something more significant... the end of distraction as I know it. I don't have any more events, no more nights of hanging at the … Continue reading 12:32
Category: Almost Fiance
We thought we’d get married. Except we didn’t.
Oh, No… Please, by all Means, do Kick Me When I’m Down
I am quite possibly the biggest fuck up in the world right now. I'm fucking up in school, I'm fucking up with friends, I'm fucking up at my job, in my relationship, in my mind. I'm not doing so great to tell you the truth. Take today for instance... After spending the majority of the … Continue reading Oh, No… Please, by all Means, do Kick Me When I’m Down
…of Things that End
I'm not a smart girl. Not at all. I'm quite stupid actually. I know, I know, this is where you all go, "No La you're quite smart and talented and..." somewhere after that I start to tune you out. But let me make it simple for you. I'm dumb. Got it? No no no no … Continue reading …of Things that End
Entering into an Institution
So anyone who knows me even remotely well knows I have little to no respect for the institution of marriage. Not in a home wrecker, I'll break up your marriage and not care sort of way but more so in a I've never seen it work out so I'm very skeptical and don't think it's … Continue reading Entering into an Institution
Waiting
I hate waiting. I would rather go to the gynecologist and get the most intrusive personal examination ever than to wait on anything. I HATE to wait. I hate depending on other people to give me information or decide when they wanna do something that impacts me. I hate waiting on people to get ready, … Continue reading Waiting
Ready
There comes a time in every one's life when they must reevaluate. When they must change, rearrange and repair all the broken things in their life. I am at that point. It is not the change that is painful but rather the transition. There was a time when I was a different person. A kinder person, … Continue reading Ready
Liquor, Loans & Love 