Today, a change of pace; a date where I am an absolute mess.In case you’ve missed it, I have a penchant for wearing heels. High heels. Five inches or better. Three inch heels are flats to me. I am also quite tiny, so in situations where I desire to be the height of a normal sized person, … Continue reading The One Where I End up in the Emergency Room
Category: Mr. Wonderful
Good guy. Still the wrong guy, but even worse timing.
Love is the Greatest Form of Masochism
"Chicago sucks.""Can you start a sentence that way?""Yeah," he drawls to me in that syrupy Mississippi accent I love, "you can when Chicago sucks. Oh and by the way, Happy fuckin Birthday, Red." We laugh because he is silly, because this is just like him, because I think we both miss the sounds of the … Continue reading Love is the Greatest Form of Masochism
Background Check
Since I realize that I am guilty of only sharing parts of stories and bits of information and therefore confusing my loyal readers about things that have happened in my life recently, I will explain a few things.One of the biggest questions I get repeatedly is why I was so uneasy about getting into a … Continue reading Background Check
Glass Houses
The past couple of weeks I have found myself sneaking away from my life late at night when I know the people who will care about where I am are asleep. Unfortunately I have not been doing anything particularly exciting. I have been helping Mr. Wonderful pack and dispose of his possessions in preparation for … Continue reading Glass Houses
Just a Few Things I am Too Chicken Shit to Say in Person
I know you're still reading. Mostly, because I got your text message. I didn't think you would read anymore after December. But you do. I did 1 of the 2 things you asked me to do... I did delete your comment before too many people could read it (I think) but I somehow, accidentally read … Continue reading Just a Few Things I am Too Chicken Shit to Say in Person
The Soul of a City
My job is either, a) against my deep and abiding love for the Cowboys, or b) very willing to help me get out of a situation that could possibly be, for lack on a more eloquent term, kinda yucky for me. When I finally did get off work, my phone rang immediately."So have you decided … Continue reading The Soul of a City
Surrender
I hate everything about school right now. And I do mean EVERYTHING. I have spent the last almost 2 weeks holed up in the building most of my classes are in on campus working until all hours of the night...on makeup. MAKEUP of all fuckin' things. You have no idea how much I wish I … Continue reading Surrender
The Rebirth of Butterflies (Subtitle: And Then the Sky Opened up… or Something Else that Means "I Finally got It" because I Couldn’t Decide)
My sister left to go back to Seattle for a year today because she graduates a semester before me. I being the (non)genius I am with goodbyes... well I'm not the greatest. Not in a depressed-I'm-gonna-die sort of way but more so in a reflective, remembering-the-memories kinda way. We have hardly been separated for the … Continue reading The Rebirth of Butterflies (Subtitle: And Then the Sky Opened up… or Something Else that Means "I Finally got It" because I Couldn’t Decide)